BOOK KU

Why
Do you throw life away
Don't you wanna be among
The ones who faught for the truth
When you eyes were blinded
By the taste temptation in your life

Just finishing MARIA
Very satisfied coz able to get 'HARI2 DLM HIDUP KU' n "SYAHADAH GADIS ATIES"...
Still hoping to buy TRAVELOG SYAHADAH....
Searching for AKU BERIMAN MAKA AKU BERTANYA @ EVEN THE ANGEL ASKS by JEFFRY LANG...

X cukup kut
Voucher buku rm200 tu..

AKu...
manusia yg xpernah puas...
~haish~

Mother

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But i never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

Now i’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years i caused you pain
If only i could sleep in your arms again
Mother i’m lost without you

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away
If only i knew what i know today
Mother i’m lost without you

Mother... mother... o my mother
How i long to see o mother
“your mother, your mother, your mother”
Is the saying of your prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me

Aku Jatuh Lagi

Untuk kesekian kalinya...
aku jatuh lagi..
tersungkur di kaki takdir..

Dulu,
aku pernah bangkit..
selepas aku jatuh..
kerana ketika itu aku lemah..
aku kalah..

Tapi,
aku jatuh lagi...
dihempap perasaanku sendiri...
aku jatuh...
In a moment of total weakness...

Kini,
Bila aku jatuh lagi..
siapakah yang harus dipersalahkan...
siapakah yang mahu bertanggungjawab...

Nanti,
andai aku jatuh lagi..
Tidak letihkah aku?
tidak serikkah aku?
dengan sebuah kehidupan...
Yang cukup membebankan.....

Hakikatnya...
Aku kalah dengan diriku sendiri...
Kalah pada perasaanku,
pada nafsuku,
pada amarahku...

Aku kalah dalam menjaga hatiku...
kalah dalam mencerna fikiranku...

Kerap kali,
aku bangkit kembali...
selepas kejatuhan yang begitu besar...
meniti hari-hari yang mendatang...
dengan memikul dosa-dosa silam...

Ku tertanya-tanya...
sampai bilakah...
rentetan kisahku yang tidak berkesudahan ini??
sampai bilakah...
aku akan jatuh lagi??

Angkuhnya aku...

"Aku lebih baik drpd dia... aku dijadikan dari api, sedangkan dia dijadikan dr tanah"
Itu kata-kata Iblis... Yg bongkak... Menyangka dirinya jauh lebih baik dari nabi Adam A.S.

Aku selalu menjaga diri, menjaga pertuturan... xmahu menjadi angkuh... riak...
Namun, kadang kala terlepas kata-kata yg berbaur angkuh...
walau sekadar gurauan... cepat-cepat aku beristighfar...

Kini, aku baru sedar...
bahwa selama ini aku khilaf dlm kesombongan...
Angkuh itu bukan hanya sesama manusia, bahkan ianya untuk semua makhluk ALLAH...

Betapa diri yg menjaga dosa riak sesama manusia ini...
Begitu angkuh dihadapan makhluk Allah yg lain...
Begitu zalim dlm menghukum dan membenci..

Besarkah kita? kerana kita adalah manusia?
lebih muliakah kita dari semut, untuk kta menginjakkannya...
Lebih baik kah kita dari kucing? Utk kta melemparkannya...

Hati ini terasa kesal...
Betapa bodoh dan lemahnya diri ini...
Tapi, aku tahu...
setiap yg berlaku akn mengajarku utk lebih matang lg..

Somebody say "Be Matured"... Maybe she is right all along...
Yosh!! marilah berubah menjadi lebih baik..

INSHA'ALLAH!

Yaad

Shubh sandhya

Mujhe, mera gharr bahut yaad aate ho...

Kya, aap ghar jaanaa chahte hain?

Mujhe tum bahut yaad aate ho..

Apna khayal rakhna..

Fir milenge.

yaad rakhna..

Ishwar eik hai..

May ALLAH SWT always be with us..

And... LOST

Oh Allah,don't make this world
our biggest concern...






yes, HE always with us, but we always forget that ALLAH is always with us. Subhanallah.

Fatamorgana

Deras arus dunia menghanyutkan yang terleka
Indah fatamorgana melalaikan menipu daya
Dikejar dicintai bak bayangan tak bertepi
Tiada sudahnya dunia yang dicari


Serahkanlah Hidup Dan Matimu
Serahkanlah Pada Allah Semata
Serahkanlah Duka Gembiramu
Agar Damai
Senantiasa Hatimu

PenYu

Lalu jadilah aku seTABAH penyu... yg tidak timbul selagi xtiba musim bertelur...

Betapa malunya dgn seekor penyu yg dikurniakan otak tanpa akal fikiran tp mampu utk mnjadi tabah dalam menghadapi rintangan dan halangan di laut...
Sedangkan AKU yang dikurniakan akal, tidak mampu utk punya keTABAHan sebegitu...

~berubahlah sebelum terlambat~

Rationalkan ketabahanmu!!

I-Ro-Ni

30 March 2002

The day i loss her, it the same day i loss myself...

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

We were out on a date in my daddy's car
We hadn't driven very far
There in the road, up straight ahead
A car was stalled, the engine was dead
I couldn't stop, so I swerved to the right
I'll never forget the sound that night
The screamin' tires, the bustin' glass
The painful scream that I heard last.

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.

When I woke up, the rain was pourin' down
There were people standing all around
Something warm runnin' in my eyes
But somehow I found my baby that night
I lifted her head, she looked at me and said
"Hold me darling just a little while."
I held her close, I kissed her our last kiss
I found the love that I knew I would miss
But now she's gone, even though I hold her tight
I lost my love, my life that night.

Oh, where oh where can my baby be?
The Lord took her away from me
She's gone to heaven, so I got to be good
So I can see my baby when I leave this world.
Oh, oh

You can't stop living, But remember...
You can always stop being YOu..
Bec0Z the Old you is never better...
Whatever the reason being NEW is not a bad idea..

Let be a NEW and BETTER person...
Insha'allah