Broken Vow

"I'll let you go
I'll let you fly
Why do I keep on asking why
I'll let you go
Now that I found
A way to keep somehow
More than a broken vow"

After 15 years, fate has brought us back together,
It is funny how i remember,
I was young but surely i'm not sober...

Just now, when we met again,
I feel like dying of embarrassment,
I try to denied all that had happen...

But it take a very short time,
For me to make up my mind,
And accept all that had been done...

Now, I understand,
Why all this had happen,
and surely all that happen for a reason... 

I'm WeaK

Another day in this broke down place 
The towers grow and the skies are slowly replaced 
With the cold gray structures that lay to waste 

You make me sick and I hate what I feel inside 
As I lobby for acceptance, you know I've tried 
Another life for you to nullify 

I'm weak inside because I see the shape of things to come 
I'm weak inside because I don't change what's begun 
I'm weak inside because I hate what I've become 

I'm feeling empty as I struggle with my thoughts each day 
Just a drone who contributes to his own decay 
An apathist who's sweat and blood grease the wheels for pay 

Why am I afraid to stand up and knock them down 
When I've been betrayed 
You've been conditioned to accept everything they say 

So I walk on but I start to stumble 
Through the ruins of a life that's troubled 
By the expectations I'm conditioned to struggle 

The streets are crowded and I feel so all alone 
Stacking bricks that to this day remain unthrown 
Yet I'm the one to cast the first stone